She’s fourteen and has to lecture about the class during a science lesson. Her cards mix, she suddenly trip over and the whole floor is filled with mixed papers, the class laughs at her.
10:Something that turns your character on
Authority; strength. Jaekyung is a very strong-willed woman, and she is not to be bossed around, especially not by men, but when her partner (well it is most likely to be her partner, as she doesn’t jump on every handsome guy that shows a bit dominance) is dominant, she will gladly obey. Or at least, get turned on by his ‘manliness’.
15: Describe your character’s worst enemy
She doesn’t have enemies. Yet.
16: What your character does on a day of
Slacking off as if her life depends on it. Lately, she had many days off so she took advantage of that to meet up with her boyfriend, but honestly, she’d compromise for all the lost sleeping hours. If she isn’t tired, you could find her most likely to be shopping our simply out with a friend.
18: What kind of music your character likes
Mostly R&N, soul, sometimes if it is good then a remix, a dubstep, but she listens to underground rappers the most, along with some Western songs and artists. You ca says she enoys versatile genres of music.
20: What your character is like at social events
Depends on which events spoken. If it’s a club, she’s wild and energied but if it is a some sort of celebrities gathering, for example, a comany’s party — she is timid and elegant. It all depends on the ocassion, but nonetheless, she is very bright and lovely.
Sitting over the kitchen’s counter, Jaekyung sighed. “Gosh, this–” Her nerves never once calmed down since that morning and onto the night already – she was more upset than she had ever felt in those last two months. “I don’t get it…” She uttered as soon as her cat, Nala, sat by her side. “Tell me, Nala, have I been too nice? Have I presented myself too sweet… sweet enough for people to swear at me, make fun of me, take advantage of me? I don’t get it… I really don’t.” She glanced at the ginger-white kitten, her hands stroking its fur delicately. “I’m so sick of it, Nala… so sick. All I ever wanted was for others to feel happy. I compliment them but they end up whining and bitching about everything that is wrong. I offer them help and they find ways to make fun of me. I express any negative feeling that I have in seek for assistance and what do I get? Them turning the conversation about themselves, as if they are all that matters in this world!"
Flailing her arms, her facial expression turned rather scrounful, a tone of whining valid in her voice, when she was clearly upset, her gaze turned to the clueless kitten, eyes filling soon with tears. Tears which she gathered up inside of her for the past week. "Maybe it’s because I grew up with nothing, and I’ve lost everything that I appreciate people’s fondness… I just wish someone, for once, would appriciate mine. That someone would say ‘hey, Jaekyung is a really lovely girl, and I cherish her’ but they only tell me nice things when they try to get something in return.” She sniffed her nose, but the rivers kept pouring off her eyes, voice trembling.
"Should I become meaner? Be less selfless like Nana raised me and stop being so nice to everyone? Maybe I should stop offering help, complimenting, asking for help… no one will ever give it to me, anyway. But would I rather be hated for being a bitch– ah, does it matter?“ She laughed bitterly, "No one truly loves me, anyway, unless it benefits them." "You don’t have answers, do you?” The blonde haired young woman stroked over the kitten’s head, then to her chin, watching her in return close her eyes contently. “You’re only a cat, of course you don’t. Sometimes…. I wish I were acat, too. Less worries… but I’m just a girl that tries to make the world just a tad bit happier… guess it’s ironic that all it has shown me was traumatic experiences– hah.”
"I’ll get over it, like I always do… At least I have you, right? You love me contidionlessly.“
✉: Would they ever wish upon a falling star? If so, what would they wish?
She would not. There were (many) scenarios and situations in the past in which she make a wish upon a falling star and it never came true. Furthermore, it only made her more frustrated or upset, and got her to lose belief in such things.
Actions speak greater than words, that is her rational. Of course, words cause the heart to be at ease, excited, expecting things, content and so on and so on, but one can be full of lovely and fancy words to impress when the genuine way to win over her trust is simply — doing. She relies on actions because Jaekyung believes that to truly establish your words you must do, and not leave empty promises. Words have hurt before, have lead her on and threrefore, she trusts only actions.
Oh, so many things. Promoting without Aubrey and Gwen, eating too many sweets when she’s not allowed, going on the elevator instead of stairs, passing by sometimes by the ‘regular’ homless guy on her way and not giving him charity, seeing people with families which reminds her that she didn’t protect hers in all costs, and so on, and so on…
37:Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?
Analystical, definitely. Jaekyung is the down-to-earth type of woman, and she doesn’t work by her emotions. Sometimes it benefits for the better decision to be made, and sometimes it can charge a heavy price.
Neat, tidy, everything is fixed in place for she’s quite a neat-freak. ( I’ve yet to find a nice looking apartment that I’d like her to have orz )
2:Do they have any daily rituals?
Nothing that isn’t ordinary and most people do, such as brushing her teeth before her meal and so on. So that would be a no, I suppose.
4:What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?
She’s sigh, firstly. Most likely, if the kitchen’s occupied than someone else is making dinner, but if not she’d first request to free it, if not— no other choice would be left but to order in dinner.
5:Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)
The girl is a neat freak, as already told. She places her files in a ertain and fixated way over the table, her clothes organied over the chair, shoes placed neatly and in pairs at home — she is very organized, sometimes in a scary level for every little— the smallest lack of order and she freaks out. Dust, for example, is a thing she cannot stand (she has an alergy to it) so you’d often find her dust her workplace, and very often clean her apartment, even if she is dead tired from performing or practicing.
7:Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
Laying in bed and cuddling or if she is alone — listening to music while being in bed. The ultimate way would be napping, of course.
8:Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging
Chocolate and guilt. I don’t feel like there’s anything else to add.
9:Makeup?
Mostly very simple; thin eyeliner, lipstick (fundation is obvious) and sometimes, blush, mascara as well.
11:Intellectual pursuits?
I can’t think of any, to be honest. :c
12:Favorite book genre?
Most likely fantasy. Sad stories are a secretive beloved genre.
13:Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?
She is actually not very heterosexual, she has a tendecy (or at least, had) to be attracted to girls, however, Jaekyung being the stubborn and strong woman she is — she needs someone who’d equal her, women mostly wouldn’t. And regardig sexual orientation in general — she doesn’t mind. Labels, to her, are irrelevant as long as the person has a kind heart, their prefences shouldn’t matter.
14:Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)
A small and strange-looking scar over her right knee, from when she fell on the street at the age of 4, and scraped her knee quite harshly. Other than that, I can’t think of any.
15:Biggest and smallest short term goal?
Smallest short term goal would be having DUX’s comeback tracks completed and ‘launch’ that. Biggest short term goal would be moving in with Hangil — he has suggested, and she wants it as well, but there is something that prevents her from doing that and that would be most likely fear. She just has to figure what she fears of.
3:Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?
Yes. She actually enjoys exercising. After a long while in which she ‘tested’ different types of exercise and workouts, she decided pilates is the best for her. She does it three times a week, one hour each time, and for the past month she had decided to run for half an hour, twice a week, early in the morning.
6:Eating habits and sample daily menu
Since she is on a diet — mornings consist of a small bowl of soup or a low fat yogurt with a fruit of her choice (coffee is obvious). Noon would be a small portion of carbon such as rice, potatoes, noodles and so on, a small portion of meat of any kind whether chicken or beef and salad. That way, she eats all that is needed, well, mostly, but in small amounts. Noon would be something light, such as a salad, ramen and so on, not to ‘burden’ her stomach (which takes more time and less effort to digest at night). If she craves meat, than a small piece of chicken breast, but nothing other than that. Being honest, she sometimes breaks her diet in favor of a meal with a friend or junkfood — but shh. It’s a secret she’d rather hide from everyone, especially her manager.
10:Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?
That’s a tough one. I suppose she tends to get neurotic only when she’s in stressful situations or phases, but not on a regular basis.
There is this locket she own, which used to belong to her deceased grandmother, and it contains a tiny picture of them both in it. She keeps it safe in a box, which is in a drawer, hidden in case someone breaks in (she had thought of the worse already) and wears it only in special occassions; such as her memorial. If anything would happen to it, she would be davestated.
32:Thoughts on material possessions in general?
She’s not very much of a material person. She believes you can find joy in life without having a lot of money or luxurious objects, whether clothes or furniture. Stressing your status to the world, to her at least, isn’t needed — you could have everything in the world and still be miserable. So, she believes materialism is wrong. And yet, she still sins when she gets excited over some presents or a new clothing she purchased.
33:Concept of home and family?
Family to her is everything, and despite that — she does’t have one. She was an only child and her mother died at birt, her gramother (who raised her) died when she was eighteen. And yet, having no family makes her cherish those who are close and important in her life; her friends, her co-workers, group members, her significant other and such.
Home, on the other hand — has no answer yet. Home could be either in the company, or in her boyfriend’s arms, either.
34:Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)
Privacy to her is a very important issue. She doesn’t tell much, and hates to stick her nose in other people’s lifes. She is a very private person. She shares her secrets, fears, concerns and so on only with those who are insanely close to her, whom she can trust with blind eyes.
35:What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?
She finds it enjoyable to listen to music, and to eat junkfood in front of the television (especially if there’s a comedy movie), but she’d rather finish off her duties first.
drinker smoker done/does drugs knows what a broken heart feels like has committed a crime suffers a physical disability suffers a mental disorder has experienced severe trauma
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> Biggest fear: Being left all alone. > Recurring nightmare: Given the chance to save her grandmother from dying, but she keeps being a few seconds late. > Something you miss: Her grandmother. > Biggest regret: Letting words affect her when she was a child. > Pressure point: Yelling. > A secret: –
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fire orwater mother or father to hurt orbe hurt eerieor gory unrequited love orno love
Who is a better friend? muse/mun Who lies the most? muse/mun Who swears the most? muse/mun Who reads more? muse/mun Who is more creative? muse/mun Who is more troubled? muse/mun Who has better morals? muse/mun
To help your partners know this, bold in what you’re okay with your muse doing when smutting with another, italicize over bold if it’s a favorite. Cross out if it’s something you would never do. Feel free to add on to this list!!
69. Anal. BDSM. [Partner] Begging. Biting.Blood play. Breast smothering. Car sex. Choking. Clothes on. Cream pie. Cross dressing. [Partner] Cross dressing. [Being called] daddy. [Calling partner] daddy. Dark themes (rape, sex for drugs, violence/abuse, etc.. Dirty talk. Dominating. Double penetration. Face fucking. Feminization. Fingering. Fisting. Flame play. Forced dressing. Forced Nudity. Gagging. [Being] Gagged. Hair pulling. Humiliation. Ice. Incest. Knife play. Knotting. Marking/Bruising. Master/Sir/etc. Nipple play. Oral sex [receiving]. Oral sex [giving]. Orgies. [Wearing] panties. [Partner wearing] panties. Pegging. Phone sex. Piercing. Praise. Public sex. Punishment scenes. Rimming. Role play. Scat. Scratching. Sex toys. Showersex. Spanking. [Being] Spanked. Squirting. Stripping/Giving a show. Submitting. Teasing [a partner]. [Being] teased. Tickling. Touching/fondling under the table. Tying up [a partner]. [Being] Tied up. Vomit. Watching, but no touching. Water sports. Whipping. [Being] whipped.
● Talents CAN YOU JUGGLE: No. ART/SPORTS/BOTH: I work out… I do yoga sometimes, does it count? DO YOU LIKE WRITING: I like to write some of DUX’s rap parts. DO YOU LIKE DANCING: I enjoy it, when we dance on stage, but I cannot say it’s a passion of mine. DO YOU LIKE SINGING: I’m a rapper, so I love rapping, but I do enjoy singing in the shower (although badly… woops.)
● Fantasizes DREAM VACATION: Oh gosh, I’m not sure– I’ve never dreamt of one. DREAM GUY/GIRL: Someone who would accept me for who I am, someone warm and kind hearted who knows how to love, but doesn’t forget to love themselves first. DREAM WEDDING: A small one, on the beach – no, in the woods. With just us, and some flowers? I want it small and intimate. DREAM PET: A cat. My cat– Nala. DREAM JOB: I am living it.
● Preferences GUYS/GIRLS/BOTH: Mostly men, but girls are cute… you know? EYE COLOR: Doesn’t matter. HAIR COLOR: Nothing too crazy. HUMOROUS/SERIOUS: Mostly humorous, but it’s bad if he cannot be serious at all, so serious when needed. TALLER/SHORTER: Taller. BIGGEST TURN OFF: Over-confidence. BIGGEST TURN ON: Devotion.
● Other FAVORITE ARTIST: Drunken Tiger. FAVORITE COLOR: Purple. LUCKY NUMBER: 7. AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: Less than 6, normally. Unfortunately. A PLACE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY: In my partner’s arms. LAST THING I GOOGLED: What can you make out of instant noodles? HOW MANY BLANKETS I SLEEP UNDER: One. TIME AND DATE AT THE MOMENT: 22:17 PM, 2015-01-17
1. Um… I’m motherly, I think. 2. I can give decent advice. 3. I like… my legs– thighs. Yes. 4. My rapping and passion, to be honest. 5. Uh… being able to feel… epathy? I'unno.
